It’s not that I think Yahweh doesn’t know or care about my trauma. I just don’t know that He should want to help.
Hey, nothing wrong on His part. After all that He’s done for me…ya know; the sufferings and all; His pain, my pain, and everyone else’s pain; I should know that He wants to help.
They say I can get through on faith. But faith is knowing, so how can I know that God should want to help me?
Now, I’m sure ya know this isn’t just about me. But it is about me too, and just as much.
Funny how one thing leads to another. In saying this is for me too, I’m led to scripture that answers my question: how can I know that Yahweh should want to help with my trauma?
So, it’s “keep on keeping on” for those who follow Yeshua (Jesus); and that, while under pressure!
I can use the pressure of trauma to press into Yeshua (Jesus) or to run away from Him. It’s up to me, one way or the other. Well, I’m a believer, so there’s only one way to fly. Hmm, the higher ya fly, the less atmospheric pressure you’re under.
So yeah, for me to know that Yahweh should want to help me, I choose for trauma to boost me to press into knowing Messiah Yeshua more. And Messiah Yeshua saves in many ways.
I fight against worldly outs and do all I can to press in and know Yeshua better. And in knowing Him, I know what He wants to do for me and those for whom I pray. This is faith. So little I have. But it grows as I press into knowing and serving Him.
Yes, I have chosen to fall miserably in the wrong direction at times. But though it doesn’t justify my wrongs, I have allowed pressure from the self-caused trauma caused by them to boot me in the direction of knowing Yahweh even better than I did before.
I can’t receive forgiveness and help that I don’t know or believe Yahweh wants for me. Without knowing, I’m at loss. But I can receive the little thet I know. With that, I can then press into His goodness and know more of the forgiveness and help that comes with knowing Him.
Faith is knowing Yeshua – the living Word and Son of the Father. The Father and Yeshua are here within the Holy Spirit. Together they are Yahweh God. He is here. We can take what we know of Him, and from there press in deeper to know more of Him and the things He will do for us and those for whom we pray.
Help from Yahweh God is here to be found.